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Two
minutes from Peter’s house was as small RS McColl’s corner shop.
It was a great place for buying penny chews, sweetie cigarettes and
gob-stoppers. Peter was my best
friend during primary school; Peter and his younger brother Bruce and myself
would often head to RS McColl’s to see if we could spend the last of our
pocket money on something totally useless – we usually succeeded!
The summer months were the best however, because in the summer months RS
McColl’s always had a supply of bandie nets stacked at the front door.
There was always a sense of excitement and adventure if we thought we
could catch a few minnows and things in our bandie nets. We
were fortunate to stay just ten-minute walks from Johnston Gardens where there
was a lovely pond and a small river running through. But we daren’t go fishing there in case the Keepers threw
us out. So we would go right out
the back gates of the Gardens, up a wee lane and across to the burn that came
from Walker Dam. We played there a
lot! Just building dams and
splashing about not infrequently getting soaked through and covered in mud.
But it was always a special day if we had one or two bandie nets and high
hopes of catching some tiddlers. We
never did though. Not once, not
so’s I recall. Memories
of days like that still conjure up Huckleberry Finn dreams of a young lad
sitting on the end of a jetty, dabbling his feet in the water, nothing more than
a stick for a fishing pole, a worm for bait, and a safety pin for a hook. I
doubt if the Huckleberry Finn’s of this world were be any more successful in
their fishing exploits than I was with my bandie net! It
takes real expertise to be a good fisherman, whatever kind of fishing you might
do. To know the right spot on the
river or the right kind of fly to use, to know when to strike and to have
endless, endless patience. One
day, surrounded by crowds that were pressing in upon him, Jesus imposed on the
good nature of a local fisherman called Simon who had pulled his boat up on the
shoreline while he washed his fishing nets.
As Jesus sat in the boat he taught the crowd who had gathered on the
shore. Maybe the crowds were
listening intently but I get the impression that Simon was not too bothered.
Simon had endured a long, hard and fruitless night’s labour.
Not for the first time you understand and very probably not the last time
either. No matter how many
generations of experience were vested in him, as the skills of fishing were
passed from father to son, there were still times he returned empty handed. Getting home to bed would not have been a bad idea.
But Simon found himself out on the water once more.
At best he tolerated Jesus making use of his fishing boat perhaps in the
hope that some small remuneration would come his way for his troubles, but the
sooner he could get back home the better. Simon
knew that Jesus did not come from a fishing family. He therefore, politely tolerates Jesus suggestion to take the
boat further out to the deep water and cast the nets. “We’ve worked hard all night long”, he says, “ and
caught nothing. But if you say so,
I will let down the nets.” The
rest we might say is history! Simon
and his partners are well rewarded for allowing Jesus to use the boat but more
than this Simon moves from being disinterested to really quite impressed.
Maybe Simon thinks that Jesus has some pretty keen skills as a fisherman
for he achieved with remarkable ease that which Simon could not achieve after
trying so hard all night. All of a
sudden Jesus becomes a very credible figure to Simon; Jesus has got Simon’s
attention! If I dare to put this in
a fishing kind of image – Jesus is reeling Simon in! Just
what Jesus was teaching the crowds as he sat in the boat is not mentioned in the
story. At best the teachings had
only entered into Simon’s subconscious for he wasn’t really listening –
that is until now. Suddenly it all
sinks in and Simon is overwhelmed by the presence of the man standing before
him. Simon falls to his knees as
much aware of his own sinfulness as he is of the holiness and presence of Jesus
before him. This
is the moment when a good fisherman strikes.
And Jesus does – “Don’t be afraid: from now on you will be catching
men.” The
Gospel stories of Jesus calling his disciple never cease to amaze me.
They always make it sound so utterly simple, so instantaneous.
Jesus says, “Follow me!” and they do, they just drop everything and
go! But I cannot think that Simon expected his new pathway in
life to be all that simple. Catching
men may sound exciting, but if its anything like catching fish then Simon knew
that there was a lot of hard work and preparation ahead of him, lots of long
hours with nothing to show at the end of it, lots to learn about people and
about this man Jesus of Nazareth. And
right enough that’s exactly what the next three years of Simon’s life was
like. He asked all kinds of stupid
question, jumped to all kinds of wrong conclusions, sometimes scratched his head
in bewilderment at the things Jesus taught, he did the donkeywork of preparing
villages for Jesus arriving and only very occasionally had the opportunity
thrust upon him to perform the same kind of miracles and healings that Jesus
performed – with varying degrees of success. Three
years later things we getting a little scary, Jesus had been arrested, and just
as predicted Simon had on three occasions denied that the even knew Jesus.
With Jesus dead and buried, Simon and the other disciples picked up what
scraps of life were left and as John’s Gospel tells us they once again sat at
the edge of a Lake and decide to go fishing.
Once again they work all night but catch nothing.
Once again Jesus comes to them and once again tells them to cast their
nets. And of course you know what
happens – they catch so many fish that they are barely able to pull the nets
in! Talk about a sense of Deja vue! There
is almost a sense of Jesus teasing his disciples to see if they might recognise
him in the repetition of that moment where it had all began three years before.
It’s almost like a private joke but you can sense the warmth and
affection, which comes through it. I
can picture Jesus standing on the shore, with a rye smile on his face just
waiting for the penny to drop as he re-enacts the moment they first met. And
when the penny does drop – well the excitement is unbridled. It
is good to go back to the beginning. There
are times when we need to remember where we started out, how it all began and
what a perilous journey it has been. Sometimes we need that sense of excitement to be stirred up
within us once more. For we have
each been called to be fishers of men though when the work seems long and hard
and fruitless it is easy to grow despondent.
Will you remember the moment when you were first called to Follow Christ
because you can never tell when He will take you back there again and renew your
calling and re-invigorate your faith and despite your failings and doubts say to
you “Don’t be afraid, Follow me and I will make you a fisher of men!” |